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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Coming To An End

Parting is such sweet sorrow. But just moving house is always an adventure and consequently lots of fun.

As regular visitors to this blog will have noticed, it's not really had much work done on it for a year now. There have been comments from friends to try and urge me to 'get on with it', as well as some very flattering praise from those of you who appreciate my writing style and perception of things. But alas, my focus has been elsewhere and after a year with no updates I've decided the ramblings of this particular Yorkshireman must now come to an end.

This is the last post I shall ever make to this blog, and at the end of the month will be deleting the account - thereby consigning the data for these pages to that great big Recycle Bin in the sky. However, before any of you start sobbing into your coffee there is some good news. I'm not disappearing completely - I'm simply moving elsewhere. That's right, I do have somewhere else I call home on 'teh interwebs'.

Okay, so anyone who knows me personally will already know that I have a number of online portals, blogs and journals that I keep accounts on. This is mainly because I have the attention span of a gnat and get bored of new shiny things easily, so instead of concentrating on one thing (such as this blog), I've been flitting from site to site like a horny rabbit in a warren full of fertile females. Leaving little bits of me all over the internet for people to stumble across by accident. For example: A Voice In The Crowd, my LiveJournal space. Then there's Flickr, a small collection of pictures of my snakes. There are others, and I'll spare you the horror of listing them all. There's just too many of them.

It's time for a change. Throughout the last three years I've thrown a lot of attention into the behemoth that Fallen Skies is rapidly becoming. One of the things I've been wanting to do with that is an online reference, an official canon-only site for the series as it grows. This desire has been bolstered by the positive feedback I've been getting from people who've read the book, so I've decided it's time to do something about it.

So, effective immediately, all of my other online journals (with the exception of maybe one) will be abandoned to their fate and, where possible, deleted entirely, to be replaced by the all-new, singing, dancing extravaganza that is The Official Fallen Skies Wiki.

Some of the better posts from this blog will be transferred there (under the Author section) so if you have any favourites that you'd like to see moved please let me know. I'll also be transferring the original fiction from the LiveJournal site, as well as some of the short stories that I have scattered around the net. I'm finally consolidating my web-presence.

And so it is that for the last time ever from these pages that I bid you a fond adieu. Take care Sleepsville, and enjoy the silence. If you ever get lonely, you know where to find me.

Signing out.

Markham J Eggleton
(The Insane Yorkshireman)

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Comfortably Numb...

It's been one of those months. You know the kind, where life, career and romance all seem to be non-existent and your time somehow seems to be equally split between sleeping and staring blankly at the same four walls? If it wasn't for my friends I'd have been certifiable weeks ago.

I'm fortunate enough to have some good friends, who've put up with a lot of prima-donna BS from me in the last few months. I don't tell them how much it's appreciated anywhere near enough and as in all friendships, sometimes things don't run as smoothly as they could. I love them all dearly, and hope to still be calling them friends when I'm older and more decrepid. Thank you guys, if you're reading.

For a number of reasons I've decided to re-invent myself a little. Part of this change will be the promised redesign of the blog, along with the opening of an official Fallen Skies blog. It's always been part of my plan to have a web presence for the series, though the idea itself's gone through a few changes over time. As things stand, the FS blog will probably end up as a geek-haven; I'm currently in the process of compiling a reference file for the books to keep track of the story-arcs and character developments. If any of you out there have any suggestions about potential site content feel free to leave a comment about them or e-mail me.

Speaking of writing, I've been lax with that recently and fallen behind schedule a little, so for the next few days I intend to hammer away at the second story. I've got the synopsis and chapter breakdown finished, and have two-and-a-half first-draft chapters, so it shouldn't be too hard to catch up. I was hoping to have the first draft completed by next weekend but that's looking doubtful. I need to re-learn how to balance work, social-life and writing again following the change of jobs.

On the plus side I've started work on the role-playing game again. I've stripped it right back to the basics and rebuilt it. So far it's going through the stress-testing phase, and I'm still finding bits that really aren't needed, but it seems to be shaping up okay. I'm still undecided whether or not to distribute it and if so how, but I'll probably post the decision here in the long run. If anybody's interested in play-testing the first draft, drop me a line.

Anyway, that's enough random navel-gazing from me. I have a few things to do and not enough time to do them in.

Take care Sleepsville. I'll rant again soon, I promise.

Edit: I've just noticed this blog had it's first birthday yesterday. Yay.
Anonymous Meredith said...

I am glad things are moving along for you and your book. Nice to see that you started posting again. Take care.

14/6/06 13:07 
Blogger nemione said...

Do you write this anymore girl. It seems to have been nearly a year since its first birthday and no blog! Call yourself a loudmouth blogger? Well, no you probably don't, but your friends do. I used to quite enjoy reading it and raising several eyebrows to your comments - even if I couldn't actually be arsed to reply to them. Well, I was living with you after all and so there wasn't much point. But now I am not co-habitting and demand entertainment damn you! Get writing and if you are even slightly upset by my tone then rethink whether you wanted all those demanding fans screaming for the next utterance from in the form of your virtual verbosity

22/2/07 10:47 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

nice to see you survived the 90's and a 'writer' to boot!

2/6/07 07:30 

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

It's Alive!!!!

Okay, I admit it! I've been remiss in my duty as a 'blogger'. I know I've not posted since the announcement about the book launch, but as a friend has reminded me on several occasions it's better to blog well every now and then rather than to blog badly on a regular basis. That and I haven't really felt like saying much.

Now, I'm not saying there haven't been things to rant about. There's been so much happening in the world that I really am struggling to keep up. So instead of jumping on my soap-box at every opportunity I've simply sat back and waited. I have been patient.

Along the way I've been tidying up some of the threads for Fallen Skies and working on the second book. I still can't decide whether they should be classed as short fiction, novellas, novels, or a serialisation. Maybe all four. I'm slightly ahead of my self-imposed deadline, which is good, and aside from a massive redesign of two of the three major characters early in the process I've not really hit any obstacles yet. That's also good.

Book one's slowly simmering. I've had some good feedback from the people who've read it so far and even the criticisms that have been passed on were expected. The best description I've been given so far is "...a throwaway book..." A lot of authors would be appaled to hear their first published novel (novella/short fiction/episode) referred to in such a manner but I love it. It's what I wanted to write, a story that somebody could read in an hour or two and not need to think too hard.

I will be adding an ISBN to the thing soon, I can promise that. I knew when I set out that self-publishing would be slow, and expected to make a few slips to begin with. Friends have voiced concern, and that's really been appreciated, but I'm trying to be as realistic as I can with my expectations, so as yet I've not been disappointed with any part of the process. Financially frustrated, yes; unexpectedly set-back, no. There's still a long road ahead of me.

I've also been thinking about my dark-fantasy series. I am going to return to that project before too long, though probably not this side of summer. I've got a fairly strict game-plan laid out that calls for me to be making a decision about how to sell the series around the end of Summer next year, so I've still got a year before I have to dust off the manuscript and breathe life back into the old beast. Whether I decide to self-publish it or go in search of a mainstream launch will depend on a number of factors but either way I'll be hoping to have the first book out by 2010. Like I said, a long road.

And in between all that I'm back in the job market. For a number of reasons, all personal, I'm leaving my current job as of tomorrow, and I'll be honest it is a bit of a shame to say goodbye. It's not as bad as when I left my last job, but I have got to know some cool people, and I hope to keep in touch with them. Who knows, when I've sorted out the rest of my life I might even go back there. If they'll have me.

All in all, life could be stranger. If you don't believe me now just keep watching this space. Which reminds me, I promised a redesign of the page last time I was here, didn't I? I guess I'd better get started on it then, hadn't I?

Can't hang around, Sleepsville, I have a template to design.
Blogger This is now blank said...

Hey, Crum. Welcome back.
I know what you mean, I've not been blogging as much as I did this past two years. I guess after awhile, it becomes hard to find new thngs to talk or rant about.

Also, I know how you feel about the job market. My job in Pasadena recently ended and so I'm busy hunting for new work, and this is just on the eve of my wedding, so I feel like shit, as I don't have enough money to cover the tuxedos, the wedding bands, etc, etc. I feel like I've failed.
But I know something will arrive soon. I must... Man, I feel desperate. lol

6/5/06 05:49 

Sunday, March 19, 2006

The Sky Is Falling...

I'm back! That's right, I haven't departed this world, I haven't shuffled off my mortal coil, I've merely been enjoying a leave of absence. And what an absence it's been.

Firstly, an explanation. I stopped posting in November for a number of reasons, some of which were personal, but mainly so that I could knuckle down and get my novel finished. As anybody who reads these pages will know, I've been trying to 'make it' as a Writer (the big-W is important) for a long time, and in November I decided to set everything else aside to concentrate on the one thing that's always given me pleasure. Sorry to any regular readers out there, and thanks to the people who posted supportive comments following my farewell speach.

And now, the moment you've all been waiting for, the grand announcement. I've finally done it, I've finally 'made it'. Literally. My first novel is now available to buy. Yay!

If I'm being honest, calling it a novel is maybe wrong; it might be more appropriate to call it a novelette. It had it's official release on Friday 17 March, to coincide with the birthday of author William Gibson, and is intended as the first in an ongoing series. If you want to know more, why not take a wander over to the entry for it on the publisher's website and check it out.

As a result, I will be updating the look and layout of the blog soon, but not straight away - anybody who remembers my last attempt at playing with the code for this place will know that I'm not the neatest person in the world when it comes to things like that.

In the meantime I have a second book to write and a deadline to meet. That's going to be released to commemorate a sci-fi birthday as well (as are the rest of the books in the series), but I'm not telling you which one. I can't sit chatting all day, I have a book to finish.

Welcome back, Sleepsville. I've missed you.
Blogger This is now blank said...

Well, welcome back and congrats on the book. Glad to hear one of us broke through.
Anyhow, I've been busy getting Ninja Hamster Productions off the ground, and we already have our first project in production.
Anyhoo, I digress, welcome back and long may your success go into print.

19/3/06 06:08 
Anonymous Ash said...

Once upon a time there was a tiny, tiny chicken named Chicken Little. One day Chicken Little was scratching in the garden when something fell on her head.

"Oh," cried Chicken Little, "the sky is falling. I must go tell the king."

So Chicken Little ran and ran, and she met Henny Penny.

"Where do you travel so fast, Chicken Little?" asked Henny Penny.

"Ah, Henny Penny," said Chicken Little, "the sky is falling, and I must go and tell the king."

"How do you know that the sky is falling, Chicken Little?" asked Henny Penny.

"I saw it with my eyes, I held the book in my hands, and read the words of Zendik's story " said Chicken Little.

Henny Penny understood the significance of Chicken Little's words and pointed her browser to www.lulu.com and ordered her own copy.

She also wondered who this "King" was that Chicken Little talked about...

21/3/06 23:15 
Blogger Markham J Eggleton said...

Carl: Thanks for the thanks, and thanks for the e-mail.

Ash: He he he he. I like. Thank you.

21/3/06 23:19 

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

In The End They All Go Away...

It's midnight, the very witching hour of night as the Bard once put it, and I find myself in one of those unpredictable melancholy moods I'm prone to. Coffee cooling in a monster-sized cup, the ghosts of my last smoke drifting in the air around me, and a million dark thoughts cruising the recesses of my mind. Definitely not a recipe for butterflies and roses.

For a lot of different reasons I've decided to knock the blog on the head for a while, maybe even permanently. I know there are a few people out there who read this thing regularly and to you I apologise. I don't know exactly what it is you see in my words that you like but I thank you for your time. I hope that if/when I do come back, you'll still be here.

And that's it. No long speeches, no last-minute rant. Just a quick adios.

Take care for now, Sleepsville. I may return.
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Mr Eggleton,
Although I haven't ever written a comment about your ascerbic and insightful posts, though I have read them for a while now, this one has caused an end to my amused silence. It's a shame that you've chosen to deny us readers access to your thoughts about the world, the universe, and everything betwixt, and I would even go so far as to say that a process of reorientation may be required without your ramblings for me to refer to. I desire to hear that all is well with you, and that your decision to suspend writing on your blog isn't reflective of a decision to stop writing altogether. Even our darkest days have hope, and I hope you may resume again one day...

16/11/05 17:56 
Blogger Tybalt said...

I'm with anonymous. Crum you actually bother to research your comments as such and although as you know I subscribe to the post as you like not as expected by blogger peer pressure andf if you've seen some of the dross that passes for blogging it makes a change. Putting it bluntly reading your blog made me re-evaluate opinions I held on you in recent times and you never shirk from saying what you think and counter argueing in the correct usage of that phrase with dignity and levelled thought! I don't always agree and you never expect that I should. That is to be respected in any measure. Blog occasionally yes but think again about total abandonment. Venting is good for the soul and you bother to filter yours so as not to mindlessly pollute. You know me though I have a blog for only one person and thats me and I neither care nor demand that people read mine. However yours provokes careful thought. Not much does that nowadays! Careful thought seems to be a dying idea!In the end its your choice though!

16/11/05 23:39 
Blogger This is now blank said...

Today truely is a sad day for blogging everywhere.
But seriously, I have to agree with the two comments above me, and I must voice my protest in your decision to call it a day.
I know that there are days where there is absolutely nothing to talk about, as that is what makes life what it is.

However, when I don't have anything really world shattering to talk about, I just tend to waffle or add a comic-strip, like I did with the Biff Chariott blog.
Maybe, you should do a fictional blog, like what Tony does, or if you email me, I'll invite to you add to a project I've brought into life.

17/11/05 04:54 
Anonymous Mr A said...

Crum

If this Blog is coming to an end, then for God's sake cut off it's head before you bury it. You don't want it returning to the land of the living one cinematically stormy night as a shuffling through the streets, seeking brains for food, creature of the living dead. To even entertain the thought that your Blog may one day claw it's way out of the earth and return as a simulacrum of your real life persona is a thought too horrific to comprehend...

I've enjoyed your posts. They've always been thought provoking, entertaining, humorous, on the rare occasion even factual. Several times I've almost been moved to report you to the relevant authorities for spreading dissent and subversion, then, out of the corner of my eye I caught a newly released video on MTV and my train of thought was derailed. You do realise that anybody could be reading you posts? Small children, the mentally infirm, the President of the United States of America (same thing really), even the vast team of monkeys Google has indexing all the pages on the Internet. Can you comprehend the harm you may have caused these people/monkeys by posting well researched, well reasoned and poignant personal opinions on subjects that seem to slip under the mainstream media's radar? Your blog was a light (admittedly a very dim light, approximately a 5 watt lightbulb kind of light) that shone out from the darkness of the blogging world, but it was there, helping to illuminate the pitiful lives of those who dared to read (or blindly stumbled upon) your words.

The thing to remember is: So you've been blogging, taken it to heart since it's 'your' Blog that was the vicitim . But imagine you're not living in Britain, imagine you're living in Israel, with Iran working on their nuclear 'power' program. Now what Blog entries would you like Mr Crum to make?

18/11/05 22:53 
Blogger Markham J Eggleton said...

Just popped by to say that after some consideration, I can say that I will be posting again, but not until the New Year. The truth is, this blog takes my time away from another project that's a lot more important to me right now. I wish I could spare the time but alas, I must work to earn a crust. Thank you, all four of you, for your words of encouragement.

Anonymous: It's nice to know that I have a regular reader other than my somewhat contentious, occasionally ascerbic friends (and I call them that proudly), so I thank you for your time. However, I do chastise you for your silence. Something tells me that you're not the same Anonymous as in an earlier post. Be well.

Tybalt: Both in the real world and in the ether world of cyberspace you continue to surprise me. I want to publicly (or as publicly as this blog gets) thank you for your support and friendship. Please let me know when your new baby arrives and give my love to your family.

Carl: I'd love to be able to contribute to your 'other' blog, but as I mentioned above, my time's pretty evenly split between my writing, my friends and my job at the moment, so I must gracefully (hopefully) decline. Keep writing yourself, and hopefully I'll be over there next year (cash depending).

(Adopts Hugo Weaving accent, a la The Matrix)Mr Aaaaaa: I never know when to take you seriously. I think that's why I count you as a friend. You keep reminding me that there's always another point of view without even trying while still allowing me to maintain my intellectual dignity (with the occasional belly-laugh thrown in). Thank you.

To anybody else who's reading but hasn't commented. Errrm ... Back soon.

19/11/05 00:56 
Anonymous Mr A said...

Crum

Thanks for the thanks. It's truely appreciated.

If you're willing to invest the time and effort to produce a Blog entry of the quality you have been providing, I find it only fitting to spend some time creating a reply that makes you consider the point of view you've chosen, or makes you smile.

Your postings have always had a certain gravity to them that infers a sense of personal involvement. With regard to that I can only commend you. If only everyone on this planet actually took a stand on a subject that they felt had some influence on their lives, this world would be a far more enlightend place, where everyone had a self-formed opinion of the events that effect them directly, and events that effect the global population that shares the same ball of space dust they inhabit.

It appears that you've taken my first response to this Blog entry in the spirit it was intended. One that hopefully countered the (in my opinion) usual kneejerk reaction of the human race to fall on their knees and weep tears of loss for something they held close to their hearts (if you can hold a Blog close to your heart). That one of the respondents made it quite clear they had never posted before, yet made a specific point of professing (quite eloquently) their enjoyment of your entries shows the true value of your Blogging and the impact it has on some people's lives.

Hopefully you don't take offence at my acerbic comments on your respondents. No offence intended, just making a personal opinion known. Something your Blog was so good at.

I'll take my leave here, hopefully having pushed a few more of your buttons, as I have a previous engagement Anonymously applying graphics to the outside of the ISS...

Mr A

20/11/05 00:36 
Blogger This is now blank said...

Well, I can honestly say that I didn't weep any tears of loss. If Crum wants to end his blog, then that's his decision.
I just thought that it's just a pity that a good blog must come to an end. But then again, it makes it more like a book.

But anyhow, whether Crum goes or stays is upto him.

I know that no offence was meant. But I didn't fall to my knees> I just wanted to support a friend I used to RP with in my days back in the UK.

Anyhow, good luck, Crum, in your future escapades.

23/11/05 05:42 
Anonymous Mr A said...

Mission Objective:
Push buttons by posting purposefully constructed comments expressing contentious opinions based on original post and subsequent comments

Mission Objectives Completed:
1.2 Buttons pushed

Mission Review:
Success

Mission Notes:
Revoke order to issue 'tears of loss' absorbing tissues to all participating commenters, as no tears are being wept

23/11/05 22:40 
Blogger okay said...

It took me a while to comment on your leaving, mostly becuase i don't know what to say about that. I still don't, and it seems that everything that could be said has been. So instead of restating what has already been stated i will say so long, and hope to see you again in the future. Take care and remember that if you can't do it right, maybe its not worth doing at all ;)

9/12/05 20:27 
Anonymous morph3ous said...

I am glad that you have decided to continue blogging. It can be hard to continually come up with new topics to write about. Taking a small break from it all as you have decided to do is always a good choice. When you come back and blog again it will once more be enjoyable for you.

Happy Holidays.

22/12/05 01:21 

Thursday, October 27, 2005

One Step Beyond

When I was twelve, a TV-movie was released in Britain entitled Threads. It's one of the few movies that has genuinely scared me; it terrified me. Even now there are scenes in the movie that make me break out in a cold sweat.

I suffered the very same reaction when I read about the latest escapades of the schoolyard bully GWB and his cronies. For those who haven't heard this story yet, the US government is currently considering a change to their National Defense Policy and their stance on the use of nuclear weapons. It's been in the pipeline since 2001, when President Bush requested research into the subject.

As things stand, the US is bound by its own policies in such a way that means that they can not use nuclear weapons against non-nuclear countries. In other words, if the US is engaged in an armed conflict with a country believed to not possess nuclear capability (such as Iraq), then the US may not, by its own law, use such weapons themselves. This is pretty much in accordance with the non-proliferation treaty, by which all nuclear capable countries agreed to reduce nuclear stockpiles and in essence work towards a WMD-free future. An applaudable agreement.

If the suggested change in policy goes through then it will radically change the way that US forces could wage war. Or to be more exact, could be ordered to wage war by their Commander-in-Chief, the President. In effect, the policy change would give the US the power to launch nuclear-capable WMDs against any nation, regardless of that nation's own nuclear capability. Even more frightening is the wording of the report (it's a large .pdf, so if you're on low bandwidth be warned).

The report itself basically suggests a shift in strategy that would allow the use of nuclear weapons in a number of somewhat hazy ways. These include using nukes to end a war successfully for the US and her allies (though who in their right mind would want to stand next to the kid with the biggest firecracker in the world?), to demonstrate the willingness and ability to use nukes as a deterrent (now it's not enough to have the stick, you need to prove you can use it...) or even just because the target can hold up against a non-nuclear attack. It would effectively turn nukes into strategic battlefield weapons, a project that the US started working on in the sixties, if I remember correctly.

On it's own, this shift would be worrying, but when you consider that in 1999 the US Senate voted against ratifying the Comprehensive Test Ban Treaty (the one that made all nuclear tests internationally illegal for all time) then it gets a whole lot worse. It paints a grim picture.

Imagine the scenario we have in Iraq at the moment. Front-line troops are ordered to withdraw from several cities known to contain terrorist cells and a few hours later those cities are hit by nuclear-armed cruise missiles. The argument would be that the terrorists have proved impervious to conventional attack, thus leaving no other choice.

Now I know that's an exaggerated example of the proposed policy in action, but we've already had the revelation that Bush sent the troops in the first place because God told him to. Could he use the same influence to launch nukes? And even if GWB has been relieved of command when the policy changes, it still means that the US then has the power to launch nukes whenever it feels there is no other alternative.

In the original draft of the report from 2002, several countries are listed by name as potential threats (in other words priority targets): Iraq, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Syria and China. It's well known that the US suspects that all of these countries already have nuclear-capable WMDs, so would they be immediate targets for a strike if the policy changes? To be honest, I'm not sure.

I've lived with the pseudo-threat of nuclear armageddon for most of my life. I'm too young to remember the Cuban Missile Crisis, but seeing Threads as a kid, watching the city I lived in suffer from a nuclear attack, made me a little nervous to say the least. Growing up and learning the science and technology behind nukes just made it worse, and the smaller and more precise they get, the more nervous I get. Sure, they make a big bang and tend to destroy the target, but what about the after-effects? Who's going to deal with those?

I really hope that this change doesn't happen. There's already at least one online petition being signed, but you need to be a professional physicist to sign it, so I've decided to start my own. As well as linking to it from this post, I'm adding it as a permanent link. Please sign it, and ask others to sign it. The more people who show concern, the more power the people have.

Anyway, I have some writing to do, so I'm going to sign off.

Be well Sleepsville. I promise my next blog will be more light-hearted.

Addendum: If you're wondering why the second signature on the petition's been voided, it's because I accidentally signed twice. D'oh!
Anonymous Mr A said...

Crum

This comment also harks back to your posting 'Developing Madness' from earlier this year.

We live in a world were certain nations are fortunate enough to have the ability to democratically elect a government. The people of that nation (and other nations) may bitch and moan about who/which party was elected, but ultimately that government was placed in that position of power by it's own people. The losing parties and their sympathisers (and the rest of the world) may throw their arms up in disgust about every action that body makes, but that body is legally entitled to try to enforce their mandate.

We are all aware of the mess in Iraq. We are all aware that the mess may have been caused by a government attempting to flex its muscles and maintain it's position as Guardian of the World, an attempt to control world oil production, maybe even an attempt to bring some kind of balance to the religious turmoil of the middle east.

After all that has been said and done in Iraq, unimaginable numbers of lives lost on all sides, and a nation currently experiencing the problems of attempting to ratify a democratic constitution, who is in a position to judge that maybe The American government may have been right from the beginning?

This all leads up to the point of my post. Your original entry in August made a significant point of attacking the USA based on it's condemnation of Iran for resuming it's nuclear program (be that nuclear power or weapons). My question now is do you consider that the USA may have been correct, to have been concerned, about such an extreme nation that has publically announced its wishes to have Israel 'wiped from the map'?

So you've seen Threads, taken it to heart since it's 'your' city that was the victim. But imagine you're not living in Britain, imagine you're living in Israel, with Iran working on their nuclear 'power' program. Now what stand would you like Mr Bush to make?

29/10/05 01:02 
Blogger Markham J Eggleton said...

I see the point that you're making here, and fully agree with your choice of questions. The problem is, as I've admitted on several occasions, I'm no expert and I don't have the answers.

It isn't just the US that's fuelling the fire, and I'm more than comfortable admitting that. At some point in the last hundred years almost every nation on the the planet has been behind one deplorable act or another. Not one nation can honestly claim to have a clear conscience. However, at this particular point in time, and with reference to the constantly shifting "nuclear question", it is primarily the US, under the Bush Administration, that seems to be making all the noise.

It doesn't matter whether you live in Israel or Islington, the potential for a nuclear attack (even if it's not against your homeland) is something that has existed since Big Boy and Little Boy fell on Japan. Wasn't it Oppenheimer who famously said, "...I have become Shiva, devourer of worlds..."?

Nuclear weapons are bad news. All weapons are bad news. Unfortunately, we're still only a few steps up the evolutionary ladder and violence is still a natural human reaction to a threat.

Surprisingly enough, with your final question you hit the nail right on the head, and knowing you the way I do, Mr A, I'm wondering if that's your point. It shouldn't be about what stance GWB takes. It should be about what stance the whole world takes. While one nation acts as the world's guardian there's an imbalance. In my opinion, it's only when national, religious, philosophical and cultural borders are abolished that we'll see a shift towards peace.

At the end of the day, it still boils down to who has the biggest stick, and that's all wrong.

29/10/05 11:52 
Blogger Tybalt said...

I believe the quote is actually;
"Now I have become Death, Destroyer of Worlds" but hey we knew where you were coming from thanks for the critique on slowdive by the way. Have updated it as noticed 3 typo's!! It's a lot better now!

12/11/05 13:55 
Blogger Tybalt said...

Sorry got quote slightly wrong.

"Now I am become Death, the Destroyer of Worlds!"

also the bombs were Fat Man and Little Boy.

I'll stop being picky now!

12/11/05 22:30 

Friday, October 21, 2005

A Blast From The Past

I was doing a little random browsing tonight and on a whim I decided to have a look at my old blueyonder website, fully expecting it to have been purged by now. Imagine my surprise when I realised it's still there.

I never really got very far with the site, and a lot of the ideas I had for it fell by the wayside, but if you want an insight into the origins of this blog you might want to take a quick look. It's called Studio-69 and you know what, I may just be tempted to resurrect some of it at a later date.

I warn you now, it's not all that amazing....

Be well Sleepsville. I'm off to hang my head in shame.
Anonymous Mr A said...

Mr Crum

No need to hang your head in shame, no need to feel sorry for your previous web exploits, we all need to learn to crawl before we walk. Studio69 was created in a time when you had different priorities, some good, some bad.

Without getting too personal, and hopefully without prejudice to persons not mentioned here, I genuinely feel your now in a time and place where you are free from any influences that could possibly inhibit you from pursuing a destiny that you truly believe in and desire.

Take heart in your new found opportunities, look back on history as a learning period (as we should all reflect on our experiences, both good and bad, and learn from them), but more importantly focus on your future and plan it as best you can based on your current circumstances and don't dwell on the past. Live your life freely and post blog entries without hesitation.

Apologies for maybe sounding like a life coach, I may have gone off on a tangent from a blog post based on the subject of a previous web presence, I just wanted to let you know that what's gone before doesn't (and shouldn't) be looked upon in a negative light. Hope I don't sound too much like a fag (if you'll excuse the term).

Take it easy
Ash

22/10/05 00:27 

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Better By Design

According to the Bible, God created pretty much everything that exists on this planet (and most of space, apparently) in just six days. According to modern scientific belief, it took a little longer than that. And since then pretty much the entire human race has been arguing over which version of events is right.

Today, there's a story about this very argument on BBC News. Apparently, The Dover Area school board of Pennsylvania have made the teaching of the so-called intelligent design theory compulsory, while at the same time effectively removing evolution from the curriculum as unproven. In fact, this state of affairs (pardon the pun) seems to be quite prevailing in the USA, with over twenty states promoting the teaching of intelligent design as accepted fact.

Okay, let's look at both sides of the argument...

In his paper, The Origin Of The Species, Charles Darwin suggests that the diversity of life upon this planet is a direct result of the forces of evolution. Evolution works by the simple principle of "survival of the fittest" ... sort of. As mutations enter a given gene pool, those individuals with the most effective mutations live an easier or longer life, thereby propagating the mutation until it becomes a natural trait of the species in question. If you believe Darwin, then the reason we have ten digits, two eyes, a nose and all the component parts that we do is down to evolution. As the mutations increase, species split into individual breeds, and from there go on to form new species that either flourish and prosper or fail and die. Darwin used the fossil records at his disposal to classify and catalogue this process, effectively creating an evolutionary family tree for every living critter he could find. Her even went on a little cruise to examine the plants and animals in their native habitat. Scientific research suggests that this process (correctly labeled as a theory ... more about that in a bit) is ongoing, taking place all around us every day.

Creationists (people who believe in the intelligent design theory) hold with the Bible's account of where life came from. They say that gaps in the fossil record prove that Darwin's wrong, and that there is far too much diversity for it all to have happened Darwin's way, preferring instead the 'six days and a rest' approach used by God. Admittedly, there are those from within this camp who are willing to accept that evolution may have played a part in it somewhere but in most cases God did all the work and anybody who says otherwise is wrong.

To be honest, I'm surprised that this argument is still running. In the last hundred years or so, the fossil records have constantly been growing as new discoveries are made. In China, huge numbers of hitherto unknown prehistoric animals are being found almost on a daily basis, while in N. America the Utah Badlands still offer up a veritable cornucopia of ancient (long-dead) lifeforms. Even the biological history of the human race is being questioned regularly, and both schools of thought still continue to hold blindly to their own beliefs. Who's right and who's wrong?

Part of the problem stems from the fact that evolution is a theory. Now to most people the word theory is something that has been speculated but not proved. Unfortunately, that's actually a hypothesis, not a theory. A theory (in scientific terms, which is how it's used when applied to evolution) is a little more solid than that. According to dictionary.com, a theory is...

A set of statements or principles devised to explain a group of facts or phenomena, especially one that has been repeatedly tested or is widely accepted and can be used to make predictions about natural phenomena.


The important points here are that a theory explains "...a group of facts or phenomena..." and that it has usually been "...repeatedly tested or is widely accepted...". The theory of evolution has been studied, tested, re-evaluated and expounded upon repeatedly since Darwin, and the more strange and wonderful critters we dig up out of the ground, the more we understand that family tree that Darwin started.

The other problem is that evolution doesn't hold with the teachings of the Bible ... or does it?

In 1996, Pope John Paul II sent a message to the Pontifical Academy Of Sciences regarding this very subject, in which he accepts that "...the Encyclical Humani generis considered the doctrine of "evolutionism" a serious hypothesis, worthy of investigation..." For my own part, I simply turned to the Bible and re-read Genesis 1:11-26, where I discovered that every plant and animal was brought forth from either the ground or the sea. Now, I personally love the image of some omniprescient deity walking around and magically creating life but couldn't Genesis simply be another way of describing the evolution process. After all, even Darwin suggested that life originally came from the oceans. So in conclusion, the former Pope was willing to accept the plausibility of evolution (even if he was cautious about it) and the Bible itself tells us that life was brought forth from the waters of the ocean and from the earth. So why are the creationists so dead set on denouncing evolution?

At the end of the day, there are strong arguments on both sides. Yes, the idea of everything being created in six days is a little ludicrous but the Bible isn't meant to be taken literally; it's a guide-book for life, not the actual word of God (or Gods). At the same time, there are big gaps in the fossil records and evolution can't explain the most important question of all ... where did life come from?

An interesting side note to this whole debate concerns a group known as the Raelians. These people believe that life on earth was created by intelligent design but instead of God, they believe that we were put here by aliens. Most creationists have renounced this group as being crazy, but surely they're on the same side?

I don't think this debate is ever going to end, to be honest. It's been going on since long before the infamous Scopes Trial in 1925 and unless God (or the Elohim of Raelian myth) turn up one day to put the story straight, all three sides of the argument can be considered to be theory. They all explain most of the story but they all seem to fall down in one way or another. Maybe none of them are right. Or maybe they all are. I'll let you read the sources and make up your own mind.

Keep evolving Sleepsville. There is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Anonymous Ash said...

Hiya Crum

Nice blog entry, good to see the new job isn't keeping you from posting.

I too am a little concerned with the latest educational stance regarding creation/evolution in America. I can only presume its because the american president is a man of religion, and so has a great influence in the teaching of these theories in schools. I also think this also has an influence in his decisions to fight the War on Terror, which seems to be a War on Islam (or non-Christians).

Anyway, on a lighter note have a butchers at http://www.venganza.org/index.htm. I first read this a long time ago, and made me chuckle. It makes a light hearted stab at saying if you're going to accept the theory of Intelligent Design as a plausable alternative, then who says there is only one version of Intelligent Design?

Take it easy
Ash

PS I think their explanation for global warming is quite profound and needs significant investigation. Especially since carbon dating is now totally useless...

20/10/05 00:16 
Blogger Markham J Eggleton said...

Thanks, Mr A, for both the comments about the post and the link - had me in stitches, though I can't help wondering if it's connected to Maddox in some way...

But they have got it down in a nutshell ... teach all theories, give each one equal weight and allow the students to figure it out for themselves.

I also agree with your comment about the connection between the educational stance, GWB's own beliefs and the war on terror.

Anyhew, enough chin-wagging. I'm off to bed.

See ya later.

20/10/05 03:26 

Friday, October 07, 2005

"Sing-a-song of Sixpence..."

Just a quick post tonight before I wend my weary way to bed. I was scanning the news and I found a report about the RIAA's ongoing battle against music piracy. It makes for some interesting reading.

For those who don't know about this one, it basically boils down to the Recording Industry Association of America's attempt to squeeze as much money as possible out of the music industry. For the last few years they've targeted their sights on users of peer-to-peer (P2P) software, arguing that thanks to file-sharing technology P2P networks are the primary source of music piracy. This has in turn led to 14,000 people being accused of illegal music-sharing and now face fines and/or criminal prosecution.

Now, I can understand why the RIAA would target P2P networks. I won't lie; I've used such software myself in the past and know first-hand how easy it is to download entire albums from such places. For those looking to make a quick profit, such software can indeed make it easy to compile a massive collection in days. At the same time, fans of pop-music can, at the click of a mouse-button, download the latest album by their favourite artist without having to pay a penny (other than ISP charges, etc). As an artist myself (writer) I can understand the desire to protect the financial interests of the bands that make the music. If only it were that simple.

Firstly, the RIAA isn't looking out for the bands. They're looking out for their own financial interest, pure and simple. The bands themselves are getting screwed by the music industry, even those who rallied against Napster a few years ago. According to industry claims, the dissemination of illegally copied music is hurting sales on a massive scale. Sounds like a fair claim, so I checked their marketing data (so you don't have to).

In the 2004 Yearend Stats, the RIAA nicely gives us a breakdown of shipped media for the last ten years. If you compare the figures for the last couple then there is a definite drop-off going on (though CD sales in 2004 were up from 2003). This is most noticeable when you compare the totals, where you see a decline in units shipped of approximately fifteen percent since 1997. It all does point to an alarming trend. But what of the revenue?

Well, since 1994, the Total Retail Value has changed by a little over five percent. Upwards, from $10.8m to $11.4m. Yep, that's right, the retail value of entertainment media in general since 1997 has increased despite a large slump in sales. The Music industry would have you believe that the increase in unit price - from $13.17 on CDs, $13.19 for entertainment media in general in 1997 to $14.93 per CD and $16.63 for general media in 2004 - is as a result of the slump, but couldn't it just as easily be the other way around? That the hike in price has caused the slump? I don't know, you tell me.

The other problem with targeting P2P networks is that it's so easy to fake who you are on them. The news report that started this rant lists defendants who attest that they don't know how to use P2P, or they've never heard the user-names before. And there are dozens of tales of children being prosecuted. Kids. WTF is the world coming to? I thought organised crime was illegal.

I won't spoil the story for you, but if you want to see just how nasty the corporate world can get, please read it. It's given me a whole new slant on the background for my series, and I think I may well have to refine my angle on the corporate future.

Please don't let corporate bully tactics beat you. If you're innocent, fight the bastards. If you let them scare you, they win. Their big corporate machine don't mean jack when it gets down to people, and if you've got the press on your side, as the people in the Wired News article have, you've got a damn good chance of winning.

On the flip side, piracy is still piracy, and I don't advocate it. If you hear an album you like, buy it. Buy it in a store sale, buy it in a second-hand store, or buy it a yard-sale, but buy it. The same goes for movies (VHS and DVD), books, games, software ... whatever. If you like it, own an original.

Sleep well Sleepsville. I'm off to bed.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Six Of One...

One of my earliest posts on this blog was a particularly vehement rant about the futility of violence. Recently I reitirated my point with my remembrance of the final act of WWII. And today I read on the BBC about the continued escalation of tensions in the Middle East.

In the last couple of days there have been a number of stories linked to Iraq. The first that caught my attention was on Saturday. It was the headline (which originally read "US launches assault in west Iraq"; I wonder why they changed it) that initially drew me to the story, and I had a reaction all ready to publish here on Sunday when I noticed that the text had been changed. I can appreciate that journalism, especially on the internet, is organic but along with an update of just what was going on, the tone and perspective of the story had changed.

Even with the change of sympathies, this story is kind of shocking, if you want my opinion. A thousand US troops have been sent into the field to hunt down terrorists. I can't even begin to count how many things are wrong with that whole concept, especially when you consider that the world's best intelligence agencies have trouble with that game of hide-and-seek every day. Suddenly the average US soldier is expected to be capable of doing a better job than entire teams of CIA, British Intelligence and Mossad experts have ever done? Or is it simply the philosophy of "...kill enough people and eventually we'll get the right ones..."?

The report suggests that so far the fatalities stand at eleven... or maybe nineteen; it's not exactly clear. US Military PR suggests "...it killed eight "armed terrorists" on the first day of Operation Iron Fist...", but the report then goes on to tell us "...Hospital officials in the town of Qaim said 11 people were killed in US air attacks, including an ambulance driver..." I'm guessing that the fact that these casualties are quoted as being from air attacks, they don't include the eight "armed terrorists". A thought occurs... how did they know they were definitely terrorists? "Armed opposition" I can accept, along with "armed combatants", "armed insurgents" and at a very extreme push "armed soldiers", but where's the justification for "terrorist"? Is it just because they're not US troops?

The report goes on to confirm that so far the US-led offensive has done nothing to slow down extremist activity in the area. The whole region is a hotbed, and as I've said before a lot of the problem stems from the fact that the bullies can't stop their fist-waving. I was given more of a reminder of this when I read the news tonight. In the latest story from the Middle East, the british government are now suggesting that Iran have direct involvement in the continued hostilities.

Unfortunately, in this instance I can see the justification for such an accusation, but I do seriously question the sense behind making such a statement to the press. Is there any proof? I doubt it. But if it is true (and I seriously hope that as the full story suggests it is just a dissident faction) I can also understand Iran's stance, especially in light of the recent discussions over their nuclear program. The bullies have pushed them around for a long time, so who would blame them for pushing back?

The biggest problem is that there is no magic solution. There's very little stability in the whole region with the US and her lap-dogs ruling the roost, but there's no real evidence to suggest that there'd be any more stability if the troops went home. A hundred different factions are trying to rule a thousand different cultures, and nobody's stepped forward yet to help them do it peacefully. I'm even beginning to suspect that things are just going to continue spiralling downwards until the keg explodes. It's a scary thought.

Anyhew, I'm off to write about the world after that happens.

G'nite Sleepsville. Pleasant dreams.
Blogger Tybalt said...

More worrying now on the escalation front is that I have just learnt that the current tenant of the oval office is justifying his invasion by saying God told him to do it! That will certainly help the situation, not! It worked so well for David Eyck after all!

Just what we need Bush turning it into a Holy War!

I think its already being pointed out that America under their own system of classification currently fall under the description of Terrorists for the Iraq/Afghanistan situation. Hell they even have political prisoners!

Just holding my breath for Bushes next cock up. Luckily I doubt I'll have time to turn purple!

8/10/05 12:32 
Blogger okay said...

I understand feelings about Bush and the feeling about the killing of innocent people. Here in America we feel the same way. I guess this comment is more to Tybalt than anything. Maybe we haven't done the right things all the time, but to classify us as terrists is to say the least hurtful. I am a member of the armed services, and our job is to listen to the commander and chief. If he wants us to go, then we go. I feel it is insensitive, to say the least, to suggest that we have ill-intent on our level. We do what we are told because we have no choice (at least till our contract is up). Many American soldiers have died in Iraq and Afghanistan. Our big question is...for what?

12/10/05 20:38 
Blogger Markham J Eggleton said...

I agree with both of you, which is a little weird.

On the one hand, I can see where Tybalt is coming from. The orders of the US CIC are tantamount to terrorism, and should be investigated. Sending armed troops into civilian areas in search of a faceless, nebulous enemy is just plain stupidity.

At the same time, I can also understand your view Meredith. It is wrong to lable an entire nation terrorist simply because of the actions of a minorit. The troops in Iraq are just following orders.

Unfortunately, the arguments for both sides are shot down by the way that Nazi soldiers were treated during the WWII war-crimes trials. If the CIC says kill civilians, should the soldier simply do as they're told (and risk public condemnation and self-guilt) or should they refuse (and risk court-martial and possibly execution)? It's Joseph Heller's favourite Catch again.

I know Tybalt personally, so I'm pretty sure that he wasn't applying his comments to the whole US population, or the members of the armed forces. As for Bush, I'm just glad to hear that even the people he gives his orders to are questioning his stance.

Many soldiers from a lot of different nations have died in Iraq and Afghanistan. Some of them may even have been Iraqi or Afghanistani (?). Why should anybody need to die at all?

12/10/05 22:22